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Penang 28/01

2009-02-23T00:44:00.009+08:00

nice cendol, nice kuey teow and nice me

phone booth also wan to play..

nice garden..

so many cones.. donno he can finish selling it or not..

the name is damn long..but the foods is really nice

nasi kandar..the chicken really damn damn nice..after finish fren still bought more chicken..

the highest roti tissue

Queensbay Mall, there again second time in a row for CNY

Penang's dog can ride a motorcycle..don play play ar

lok lok at pulau tikus

Ferringhi..

The Ship Steakhouse, planned to eat, but the queue is too long

settled here..Eden Seafood Villa

never see this before. bottom is just like a crab but it carries a shield on top..haha

lobsters..

this one huge..

peking's duck i think, they sliced the skin from the duck and make it 'kebab'..very nice

this is the remaining peking's duck..super nice

got performances..managed to take some photo with the performers

this one at gurney plaza there

really many ppl there

last stop..leng lui tong shui at jelutong

Movie 'House Of Wax'

2009-02-15T12:28:00.003+08:00

Another horror creepy movie that I have in my hardisk and watched. This movie is not bad. Very detailed graphic. Wax made out from a real live human. The skin wear off together with the wax and shows quite detailed view of what underneath our skin. The whole big house which are made from wax, melt when they burned.

Song 'Avril Lavigne - I Will Be'

2009-02-15T01:25:00.001+08:00

There’s nothing I can say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain the tears they cry
Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you’d go
I know I let you down but its not like that now
This time I’ll never let you go

I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK

I thought that I had every thing I didn’t know what life could bring
But now I see honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breath cause your hear with me
And if I let you down I’ll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK

Cause with out you I can’t sleep
I’m not gonna ever ever let you leave
You’re all I got
You’re all I want
Yeah
And with out you I don’t know what I’ll do
I could never ever live a day with out you
Hear with me do you see your all I need

And I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life) I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK

I will be (I’ll be) all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life you know I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK

CNY 09

2009-02-15T00:06:00.011+08:00

Firework

Dried meat from Singapore

Reunion dinner 25/01, steamboat and BBQ

Syabu, Vodka and Coffee Layered Liqueur - very nice when drink with ice..and its contains alcohol

Firework to welcome New Year

More fireworks

1st day New Year 26/01- a bird flied into my house, bringing luck?

Yumcha with friends at Fullpann Steak House

Playing while waiting for food

Fish and chips

Open house 27/01 at my friend place in Kayan

Ex-Menteri Besar Perak's, Datuk Seri Mohammad Nizar Jamaluddin also came but I had no interest to take his photo..

Lion's dance

Continued at my friend's house, having beer and red wine until mabuk..

Sushi Tei 23/01/09

2009-02-14T23:51:00.005+08:00

Sushi Tei at Tropicana Mall

Tempuras, not really nice

Raws and more raws

Movies 'Saw part 1-5'

2009-02-14T23:28:00.002+08:00

Watched these horror movies in 2 days. Really insane creepy movies. All the traps to kill a person are creatively designed and it contains high graphic value when it kills a person. Bloods, hands, legs and bodies including bones are ripped from the human body. Watched the Saw 1 in a office's meeting room and continued watching at home the next day until 5am even I was working on the day. Yeah I was crazy. The stories are interesting and connection between characters are perfectly linked. However Saw 5 is a disappointed where the story gets bored and the story revolve after Jigsaw, the main character who plans and set up most of the traps, died as in his plan. Each part of Saws' movies are linked to each other and the story always flashes back the previous part and it brings confusion. Be sure that you are ready to watch this kinda movies if you having plan to watch it..

Links
Saw 1
Saw 2
Saw 3
Saw 4
Saw 5

Movie 'The Wedding Game'

2009-01-25T10:22:00.001+08:00

WATCHED this movie with hometown's friends yesterday midnight. Movie was quite OK. There're funny parts and boring parts. Couldn't expect much besides those silly jokes.

Song 'Taylor Swift - Love Story'

2009-01-17T03:11:00.000+08:00

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony of summer air

See the lights,
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said:

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you

A Middle Aged-Man in McD

2009-01-17T02:45:00.005+08:00

SITTING in McD online-ing now. Some thing out of my expectation happens here. There is this middle aged-man came in and sat next to my table. At once, I felt that this man is quite weird and I thought that he is waiting for someone to order food. Then after 15 minutes he was still there sitting and kept on moving his body. Suddenly I smelt something. Oh gosh!! I saw socks are hanged at the chair. The smell really ohh..kill me. Then I shifted to other seat. Guess what happened next? The man is sleeping on the long chair now. Good sweet dream oh middle aged-man..Huh

P/S: I don't feel pity on this man..damn he brought me the creeping smell..anyway I'm not the type who can easily feel pity on other people. So when friends asked me go old folk house tomorrow for charity, I said 'NO'..

En Route To A New Begining

2009-01-12T01:25:00.005+08:00

AS title, I'm heading to another beginning in my company. I am in process to be transferred to developer team. It may take at least a half year before I manage to get transferred. It would be easier for me if I am given a solid opportunity on the transferring. Guess in my life, nothing is easy and there are so many hiccups. I have come this far and furthermore I want to go. Verbal promises, at the moment, I have to learn and do the other side task while I'm trying to cope with even more task that I got before. I really don't have much time to even learn the developer task in the office. But someone spoke to me and have faith on me, so I won't disappoint anyone in this case. I will do my very best. I'll get my laptop installed with the developer tools soon so that I can try and learn anytime I'm free. Not to make myself a failure is the priority. I believe that I can make it. The words, 'I go as it goes', shouldn't they be imbued with 'I'll try my very best', should they?; maybe in some occasions where they should and some occasions where they shouldn't..

Song 'S Club 7 - I Never Had A Dream Come True'

2009-01-11T22:34:00.003+08:00

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you

A song that I always played during college time. Few of my friends did ask me why I like this song. But I didn't say anything.
Dedicated this song to someone. Even though this song is a sad song, wish that the person can live up life happily and hope that the person dream come true..

New Year 2009

2009-01-01T22:41:00.013+08:00

WENT work as usual today and today can leave office at 1pm. Stayed in office until 2pm and went lunch with colleagues until 4++. So it was like working full day. So tired and went back home, took a half hour nap and then prepare myself for the Pantai Cheras Medical Centre's Annual Dinner. Me and 2 others were invited as guest by PCMC. So this year new year celebration was expected to be celebrated there. The annual dinner was held at Marriot Hotel in Putrajaya. Finding my way there was a problem because I wasn't familiar with Putrajaya and the traffic was really congested yesterday. Arrived there a bit late. The other guests from my company were Daniel and Kok Fai. So shocked when we were seated at VIP2 table at the front row. The event ended right after New Year 2009.

Then Me, Daniel and Yu Juang went for yumcha at Old Town in Cyberjaya. The environment there was quite nice and packed. Stayed there until 2am++

Then we headed to the park where the famous Cyberjaya bridge is viewable. Stayed there until 3am+ then we headed home. Thanks Daniel for showing me the road back to LDP and sorry Yu Juang when sending you back home to Kepong, I took the wrong road..haha so paiseh..

I reached home around 4am+. After bathed and transferred photo into laptop, slept at 5am. At 8am woke up and felt like dying. So tired but already agreed for for Dim Sum breakfast in Jalan Ipoh with colleagues and ex-colleague..

New Year 2009 resolution - Well I have heard of some of my friends' resolutions and wishes for 2009. Few wanted to buy house, few wanted to get rid of bad lucks and even wanted to go Thailand to pray for good luck and etc. For me, I have nothing much to wish for, just go as it goes. Anyway I wished for things to get better and better in 2009 and for 2008, a lots had happened. To reminisce or not reminisce those happened, it's up to time to decide. Happy New Year 2009 to everyone, may you all blessed with good luck! Hope this year I can achieve something at least..

the guy from XY Solution, Kok Fai, Ruben(PCMC MIS), Daniel

Yu Juang(Pharmacist)

Daniel, Yu Juang

Alif (from Pharmacy department)

Reflection from the Window

Jien Ni, Geok Moi (from Account department)

Siew Nian (from Emergency Department)

Daniel taken by Yu Juang

Gift for guests, inside got pen and PCMC tag tie holder

Oldtown Cyberjaya

At Oldtown (i love this photo!!)

Cyberjaya bridge

Houses near the park

My Laptop

2008-12-31T10:43:00.007+08:00

GOT myself a new laptop few days ago. An Asus M51V entertainment laptop. The spec quite good and acceptable by me except for the graphic card which isn't that of a decent one. Anyway the laptop is bought with no intention for heavy gaming. But hopefully it can support Diablo 3 where rumours said to be released soon. With a 15.4 inches shining screen, it's seen to be too big and too heavy, weighing at estimate 2.8kg. Plus adapter, mouse and carrying case/backpack, carrying it around for long period is really tiring. Come in Window Vista. I kinda hate Vista now as it always has auto update and hang without reason. Experienced few times already since I bought, Vista sucks. The keyboard is a full function keyboard. Before using, found it is placed nicely, but after using it, found it a bit hard to use the numerical pad because right hand tends to hit harder on the button and the buttons is placed closely to each other. I think its kinda useless for me as I won't be using the numerical pad. I'm more used to use the numerical button on top of the keyboard. The camera can be turned 180 degree to the back. The battery can last only 2.5 hours when I use with minimum usage(surf net, no sound with low brightness) but lasts only 1.5 hours when used on higher usage (songs, video, high brightness) because of the big screen, it consumes more power. This laptop is designed for entertainment, so watching movie is really nice. The Altec Lansing speaker can be considered high end built in speaker for laptop, at least it outperforms other built in speaker. The maximum resolution is 1200x800 which i think is not suffice. I hope it can support up to 1600x900 resolution.

- Intel® Core™2 Duo Processor P8600 2.4 GHz, 1066MHz, 3MB On-Die L2 Cache
- Genuine Windows Vista® Home Premium
- Mobile Intel® PM45 Express Chipset +ICH9M
- 4GB DDR2 800 MHz SDRAM, 2 x SODIMM socket for expansion up to 4GB SDRAM
- 15.4" WXGA/WXGA+/WSXGA+ Color-Shine (Glare-type),Asus Splendid Video Intelligent Technology
- ATI Mobility™ Radeon® HD 3470, External 256MB VRAM Hyper Memory up to 1024MB with 2G system memory, 2048M with 4G system memory
- 2.5" 9.5mm SATA 320GB,5400rpm
- 5.25" , 12.7mm DVD Super Multi Double Layer
- 8 in 1 card reader, SD,MMC,MS,MS-Pro,mini SD w/ adapter,MS-Duo,MS-Pro Duo via adapter
- 1.3 Mega Pixel swivel web camera
- Integrated Intel® High Definition Audio chip (Azalia) and 10/100/1000 BaseT
- Built-in Bluetooth™
- Intel® Wireless WiFi Link 5100 ABGN
- Built-in Azalia compliant audio chip, with 3D effect & full duplex
- Built-in speaker and microphone (Digital Array Mic)
- Full keyboard function
- 36.5 x 26.9 x 2.8 - 4.0 cm (W x D x H), 2.95 kg (6 cell battery pack)
- 2-year limited global hardware warranty (upgraded to 3 years)

The box

Spec

Can use face to logon

Light sensor to automatically adjust brightness at day or night
Array Mic - better in voice detection.
Express Gate - can boot laptop in (really) 8 seconds and use for surf net, skype, chat, play games etc.

Asus carrying bag

Free gift - backpack

Come together in the box - adapter, Asus mouse, cable tie, manuals, drivers, modem cable

Free gifts - laser mouse, water proof bag(my laptop can't fit in), Kensington lock, keyboard skin, headphone, cooler pad, laptop cleaner

System information

can choose face logon, fingerprint logon or password logon

watching BoA

Spare Tyre alert

2008-12-30T00:15:00.004+08:00

LAST week, something very stupid happened. When I drove to petrol station after supper to check my tyres' pressure and pump, I accidentally broke the pipe of my tyre where the air is pumped in. End out all the air inside, flowed out. It was 3am in the morning. What else, since I never change tyre before, I called my friend to come help me. So did he come. When I took out the spare tyre, well surpisingly, it didn't fit. It wasnt meant for my car. Damn shop ppl, how come they made this mistake. Put a spare tyre belonged to a Saga car for my car. Then, my friend suggested to borrow me his spare tyre. A Myvi's new spare tyre that it was. First time took out the tyre, shocked, its width was only half of my tyre. We were thinking, could it be used on my car? Then we gave it a try. Luckily it can be used..

Half sized-width

Wimax war - P1 vs Amax

2008-12-29T01:25:00.003+08:00

IT has come to my knowledge that there are two company fighting to provide a better Wimax service in Klang Valley. P1 and Amax are enemies in Klang Valley area. P1 has been actively promoting their product whilst Amax has been very quiet since the launch of their service. I actually found out about Amax through P1. When I got to know that p1 device actually comes with an idiot modem that has to be plugged to power socket and connect through ethernet, I told myself, i'm not going to use p1. It is worse that Izzi. At least Izzi has come out with an USB dongle device that needs to be just plugged to pc/laptop. Amax uses a USB dongle device. Now still have to keep on waiting for Wimax Amax to come to my area. It's good to have more than 1 company to provide Wimax. At least they can compete to provide a better service rather than one company providing the junky service.

God existence and Foreverland

2008-12-15T13:19:00.003+08:00

Does anyone ever questioned the existence of God or Foreverland. When I listened to Estrella - Stay, there's one line 'I will take you to Foreverland', I thought, would it be good if Foreverland really does exist. I wished for Foreverland to exist more than I wished for God to exist. Because I don't really believe that God does exist. I didn't really need to wish for God existence, because He didn't even helped. Well in term of the song meaning, foreverland is meant for forever love..i guess

Song 'Estrella - Stay'

2008-12-15T11:24:00.001+08:00

Sound straight from the twilight
Has me up all night
I can't fall asleep 'cause I keep thinking of you
And I saw a shadow outside my window and it's you.

[Chorus]
All my sorrows flew away
Hush, keep quiet, hear me say
I don't ever want you to go
Please stay
With the moonlight dancing free
And there's no one but you and me
There's no reason to go astray
Please stay.

Making up a story
It's the way you're looking at me
If you think that this is funny, it's just you.
Try and think about it,
If you're heart is closed don't lock it,
Keep your keys back in your pocket,
Think this through.

[Chorus]
All my sorrows flew away
Hush, keep quiet, hear me say
I don't ever want you to go
Please stay
With the moonlight dancing free
And there's no one but you and me
There's no reason to go astray
Please stay.

Please stay with me
Just stay with me
and I will take you to Foreverland
Just stay

Recently always listen to this song..

Zouk

2008-12-08T10:43:00.005+08:00

Ok! Magazine 3rd Anniversary at Zouk on 22 Nov. The very first time and maybe last because Zouk wasn't 'that' nice. Stay there until around 9++ then feel bored and left. Since night still early, tried to find a movie to watch at Times Square but sadly all fully booked..

The tickets

KLCC at Jalan Ampang nearby Zouk

And this is my piece of work. nice isn't it? taken at a traffic light in Jalan Ampang

Dota Tournament at Times Square

Song 'Cascada - Everytime We Touch'

2008-11-25T19:35:00.002+08:00

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.(my dreams)
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why
Without you it's hard to survive.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat slow...
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry. (I cry)
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat slow...
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side

Nice song by Cascada. There's a lot of remix/dj version for this song. Besides Cascada, Groove Coverage also has many songs that are turned into remix/dj version.

Movie 'The Vampire Who Admires Me (有隻僵屍暗戀你)'

2008-11-20T19:40:00.002+08:00

WATCHED this movie 'The Vampire Who Admires Me (有隻僵屍暗戀你)' yesterday. Was a last minute decision and last minute payment booking by credit card. Besides, there was another option - clubbing. Clubbing on Wednesday? Don't be kidding me! So exhausted lately. And also been asked 'You want to watch I can'. It was like a challenge for me. Why not? Proven, I can simply promise and FFK last minute. Always get the 'sien' feeling at last minute.

Well the movie is quite Ok. Can be classified as comedy. The storyline seems to be average and boring. But the jokes managed to cover back. Wanted to watch this movie long time ago. Maybe because of the attracting movie's poster. Not Bad. Worth watching..

Memorable?

2008-11-20T19:22:00.005+08:00

MANY things happened lately. All of sudden. Blames, hatreds, regrets and sarcasm. Been thinking much. Why and why?

To my grandfather who had left this world, 'May you rest in peace'.

Friends

2008-11-10T01:02:00.007+08:00

YESTERDAY one friend messaged me. He was in anger on the other friends. He told me how he was badly treated. Then it prompted me back on what had happened before.

Few years back, I had one gang of friends which I abandoned. Because I didn't feel like they're my friends. It was like when they needed me, they found me and when I needed them, I found them nowhere. When they needed me, they smiled when talking to me and when they don't, it's the other way around. It was really sick to have this kinda friends. Many things were kept secret from me and when I found out, I asked them why but they just smiled like an idiot. They are more to materialistic. If I didn't bring any benefit to them, I was no one. After that I abandoned them. I didn't even keep contact with any of them. All sms'es and messages on MSN, I didn't reply any of them. I was just ignoring them because I don't need them in my life.

Only until recently when two of them were still sending me sms wishing me happy birthday every year. Among all friends in the gang, I didn't dislike everyone of them. It's just few of them. I ignored everyone in the gang because they were close to those I disliked. These two person who wished me, I didn't have bad impression on them. So I clicked to contact back with them. Not because I need them nor hate them and wanted to get revenge. I just wanted to see how are they doing or has they changed?. This time getting contact with them back, I will be more careful than before. So I went out with them few times but I think I was lucky because I didn't see those I disliked. Then one person whom I disliked, messaged me, asking my why didn't inform him that I went out with the others. Said that he'll join if he knows. Well different from what I knew is that he was busy with someone ex at the time I went out with others and he himself said to others that he didn't want to join. It's really sick.

Then to my friend that was in anger yesterday. I didn't feel pity on what had happened to him. He himself knew this long time ago. Before I abandoned this gang, I already heard him complaining about others. Me at the time, never did voice out any dissatisfaction on others to anyone. I just left. Nevertheless, me at the time were more close to this gang than him and he was more close to me because we lived nearby. I wondered why he still wanted to get close to them even he knew. He mentioned everyone names and complained on everyone in the gang to me. Well it's true as what he had said. I denied nothing and told him that's why I didn't keep contact with them for such a long time. He told me a lot of things. Things that are out of my control. I can't help. He should know if he still want to be their friend, he need to be smarter learn how to play around. Well after that he told me that he'll go to find the others to scold them. Yesterday something really do happened, but I've no interest to know. Then I messaged another friend asking him what happened, he asked me back, 'you know me so long, sure u know what person i am.' I said I do and then he said he will explained to me next time. Anything happen on them nothing really do matter for me. I knew it long time ago. Nobody to be blamed of.

Friendship.. What does a friend means? For me nothing more than when I am needed, I'll be there and when I'm in need, friend'll be there..aren't they supposed to be the same, are they?

My Life - In Memories

2008-11-09T01:54:00.002+08:00

Created another blog under this account titled 'My Life - In Memories'. The blog is opened to everyone for now and will be restricted soon due to no internet connection and no time. Found out that even my both blogs have/using the same "template" but actually their coding has big different. This is because Evil Site is using old classic template that is a bit hard and complex on the coding while 'My Life - In Memories' is actually using layout which is easier to do coding. No wonder I viewed page source of other people blog who has the same template was totally different from Evil Site but similar to 'My Life - In Memories'. Then found out I actually can upgrade Evil Site's template to layout. Already upgraded but everything need to be customized and I didn't have time to go through the layout coding so I degraded back to classic. When I have the luxury time and internet, I'll upgrade and customize then.

Movie PS..I LUV U (天. . . . 使我愛你) Song 'Guardian Angel - Hong Jun Yang (洪俊扬)'

2008-11-03T15:52:00.003+08:00

WATCHED this movie last week. Got to know about this movie when someone played the song and I saw it from MSN. So I searched for the song and ended up finding this movie. The movie plots are similar to those in the flash movie. The story moves on fast. I don't like the ending. It sucks and I didn't feel touched by the movie.

There is a novel book written in English by Cecilia Ahern having same title - PS I LOVE YOU and a movie that is made based on the novel. I don't think I will want to read or watch the movie because it's a sad story and it's a definate touching one.

Anyway, I like the OST (Original Soundtrack Track) of the movie titled 'Guardian Angel' by Hong Jun Yang (洪俊扬). I found the song for download after I searched for 2 days. Really a nice song and would like to share to everyone.

Wish that I can be someone's guardian angel...

是否记得初次相遇的情境
从汽球纷飞的那刻起
我的爱意写满你的名

是否记得守护天使的游戏
从我抽到你的卡片起
不再是一个人的回忆

或许未来有快乐也有艰辛
我会把你紧抱在怀里
永远不让你为爱哭泣

如果天空只剩最后
一颗闪烁的星
我会让它为你照亮孤寂
让幸福为你指引~
总有一天你会看到
Guardian Angel 降临
那是我的心一直在守护着你
爱是我们唯一的约定

是否记得守护天使的游戏
从我抽到你的卡片起
不再是一个人的回忆

或许未来有快乐也有艰辛
我会把你紧抱在怀里
永远不让你为爱哭泣

如果天空只剩最后
一颗闪烁的星
我会让它为你照亮孤寂
让幸福为你指引~
总有一天你会看到
Guardian Angel 降临
那是我的心一直在守护着你
爱是我们唯一的约定
如果天空只剩最后
一颗闪烁的星
我会让它为你照亮孤寂
让幸福为你指引~
总有一天你会看到
Guardian Angel 降临
那是我的心一直在守护着你
天使它一定能够感应

Halloween night at Poppy

2008-11-03T13:22:00.005+08:00

HEY, It's 31/10, it's Halloween night. I went clubbing at Poppy last friday with Pan, Ken, Wei Lun, Jun You, Yin Cheng, Charmaine, Celest and Celest's roomate. Among them, I only know Pan and Ken. Initially there were supposed to be another 2 more girls joining us. Pan and Yin Cheng were supposed to meet me somewhere in PJ and I will take them to pick out the other 2 girls who are living in Subang because Pan isn't familiar with Subang. But last minute they FFK and almost caused Pan to cancel the plan. He was so disappointed. Ken msg me and started to scold Pan because of it. Since no more Subang girls, so I went to pick Pan and Yin Cheng around 10pm. We went with 2 cars and since Charmaine lives in Klang, she insisted to drive to Poppy even Wei Lun offered to pick her up in Klang.

By the time we reached Poppy, we didn't get any available table there, so we settled ourselves at 1st floor which they called the place as Passion. The music played there was so boring. We still went down Poppy to dance. Musics there ware fantastic. The main stage near the DJ there was quite small and is open air. Can see moon and stars. It was very hot to danced there. I sweated a lot. Most of our time, we spent at Passion because Poppy was too packed and we had to stand there. At Passion, was more to take photos. I didn't make many photos because my phone battery was almost flat. I need to get those photos from Celest later.

Then there was this thing happened. Pan got cheated, lured and made drunk by some China's girls and guys. Heard that the China's girls wanted to introduce some DJ to him, so he followed them and was asked to drink 2 glass of wine without any mixture. At the time he came back to us, he was drunk. Although he was still able to stand still and he looked cool wihout any much talking, but he slapped Charmaine and Yin Cheng on the face. He also hold Wei Lun's hands and hugged him in front of everyone. Didn't know why he did that. Maybe because he was drunk. Charmaine was OK with it because she knew Pan is drunk, but Yin Cheng seem to feel angry about it. She seems to ignore Pan. Then Pan kept on asking me to take care and look after Yin Cheng.

The club closed at 3am++. After that we went yumcha. Since Yin Ching has class in the morning, she decided not to join us. I sent her back to her condo right to her front door since Pan still drunk. Then we went yumcha and played 1 round of Dota.

Back home at around 7am, slept without taking bath because too tired. Woke up just to bath at around 3pm and continued sleep until dinner and became a night stalker finding things to do.

Me, Yin Cheng, Celest, Charmaine,Wei Lun

Me, Yin Cheng

Pan, Yin Cheng, Me, Celest and her roomate

Celest. Ken, Wei Lun, Charmaine

Me, Celest

Song 'Michael Learns To Rock - The Ghost Of You'

2008-10-29T13:37:00.005+08:00

Summer's ended and without a trace
Time goes by - while you remain
Funny how I thought I walked on through
With my heart in one

Chorus:
Why do I still cry for you
Dying to get close to you
Why do I still fear to face
The ghost of you

How I tried to get you off my mind
But you return - all the time
I believed I could just let you go
Like the fool I am

Chorus:
Why do I still cry for you
Dying to get close to you
Oh baby why do I still fear to face
The ghost of you

Bridge:
I've been trying to release you
To get my feet back on the ground
Still I need my hope to hold on to
Even if I know I should back away
It's just a part of me that I can't erase

Chorus:
Why do I still cry for you
Dying to get close to you
Why do I still fear to face
The ghost of you

Outro:
Baby, baby why
Anyway I try I'm still reminded
[The ghost of you]
Anywhere I go I keep colliding with
[The ghost of you]
I've given up I just can't find it
[The ghost of you]

Everytime I look away I see
The ghost of you

Couldn't find this song on Imeem. But I managed to upload it to Imeem.
Song reminding someone of the past, the vain of missing someone, hoping to get back together, but to no avail.. keep on haunting

Story...

2008-10-29T08:24:00.004+08:00

SOME 10++ months ago, I went to find my friends and we went out ate and watched movie together. Tagged along was a girl who were their 'quite' new housemate/roommate. I only knew her for few days. She is 2++ years younger then me. Then that day I planned to stay overnight at my friend's place but I didn't sleep until around morning 9-10am. Strange thing was that the girl accompanied me throughout the whole midnight until morning, until I went to sleep. We chatted, played sudoku, listened to songs, browsed over wikimapia showing me her hometown famous places a.k.a Penang and etc. in the living room.

Then there was this thing that she told me that I'm still remember until now. She told me about her 1st EX (she had two) . She had even showed me his photo on friendster. Well frankly I told her that the EX isn't that good looking. She replied to me that she wouldn't care much on the look. She told me that her EX is a really good person. Then I asked why did they break up. She said in the first place, she had no feeling on this guy. They got together was merely because her parents forced her to accept the guy. Her parents really liked the guy very much. I was thinking, she didn't look that naive to do what had been told by her parents. I asked her how her parents forced her. She didn't tell but just mentioned that her parents forced her to do so. I forgotten how long she told me that they had been together. She told me that the guy really did a lot of touching heart things. The guy sacrificed a lot for her. The guy treated her very good. The guy gave out a lot to try to maintain the relationship. But still at the end, she said she developed no feeling on that guy and they broke up. She was the one who asked for the break up. After she told me all that, again she mentioned that the guy really did a lot of touching heart things and really a good person, with low voice. Something that I can felt, was that she feels sorry for the hurting.

Something about decision choice making that you should know. You make your own decision choice for your own life. Other people decision choice should be a mere piece of advice that you can take into accountability whether can you accept or otherwise. You should be able to judge it on your own side. They may be right or wrong depending. But still you need to make a RIGHT decision choice for yourself. You live your own life. Whether will or won't, you'll have to regretted it on your own..

Guessing Game

2008-10-27T02:53:00.003+08:00

CALLED my friend just now. Then the call was passed to 3-4 girls. They are my hostel mate friends. But I didn't really recognize their voice of who they are. Can know the voice of 2 of them, but the others asked me to guess who are them. Why cannot make it simple and just tell me who is it actually? Somemore I was like pretend begging them to tell me who they are. But still they asked me to guess. Really pathetic. Do guys also doing that? I think I am the one NOT. How long I have never seen them? Half year? 1 year or more than that. Couldn't remember. Asked me to go find them and they will treat me eat. Sounds like a trap for me. Maybe next time I'll go find them..

Jailed for Maple Story online game

2008-10-24T15:40:00.001+08:00

TOKYO: A 43-year-old Japanese woman whose sudden divorce in a virtual game world made her so angry that she killed her online husband's digital persona has been arrested on suspicion of hacking, police said Thursday.

The woman, who is jailed on suspicion of illegally accessing a computer and manipulating electronic data, used his identification and password to log onto popular interactive game "Maple Story" to carry out the virtual murder in mid-May, a police official in northern Sapporo said on condition of anonymity, citing department policy.

"I was suddenly divorced, without a word of warning. That made me so angry," the official quoted her as telling investigators and admitting the allegations.

The woman had not plotted any revenge in the real world, the official said.

She has not yet been formally charged, but if convicted could face a prison term of up to five years or a fine up to $5,000.

Players in "Maple Story" raise and manipulate digital images called "avatars" that represent themselves, while engaging in relationships, social activities and fighting against monsters and other obstacles.

The woman used login information she got from the 33-year-old office worker when their characters were happily married, and killed the character. The man complained to police when he discovered that his beloved online avatar was dead.

source:- http://videogames.yahoo.com/feature/online-divorcee-jailed-after-killing-virtual-hubby/1259111

Huh. I played Maple Story last time. Didn't know that someone could be jailed for that..macam macam..

LIFE?

2008-10-24T11:21:00.003+08:00

WHILE reading a naruto's comic, I found one interesting philosophy regarding life

''People live their lives bound by what they accept as correct and true. That's how they define 'REALITY'. But what does it means to be 'Correct' or 'True'? Merely vague concepts. Their 'REALITY' may all be a mirage. Can we consider them to simply be living in their own world, shaped by their beliefs?''

I do agree on that. People live in this world. They need some salvation in order to keep on living. Whilst, some doesn't really know why...

I feel heavy

2008-10-13T01:03:00.007+08:00

I'm seeing and feeling it again. Heart filled with sorrows. Sometimes, I wondered, is there any wonders in my life? In these 23 years of me living in this world, how many percent contains happiness? I can see things around me, how they are placed and played, but to no avail. Because I don't have the strength to change it...even without my willingness;

Seeing is believing? This isn't true for me. Sometimes what I'd see isn't as true as what I'd see. Sometimes when I see something, I feel and choose not to believe it. Seeing is already hurt a lot. Believing will hurt much more...even I'd see a lot, to believe, is something that I've always been avoiding;

In life, there are chances or choices. Calling it luck for chances and line for choices. I didn't get much luck ever since. What's left for me are choices, the lines. I am seeing many lines that I am not brave enough to cross any of it. Behind these lines, something will waits. Crossing one line can bring to one kind of ending or starting, crossing the other will have different ending or starting. Nobody knows what's behind these lines. Somehow I choose not to cross any of lines now. Not to make any decision. Not to change anything. Not to change my life. Something that may make me regret in future. I have had so many regrets. But to who, my decision is to determined, whether it is correct or not? No one should, nonetheless me myself. Time should determine...even I've to regret it;

I feel very heavy now. Despite this, life still continues....even though;

Song '周杰倫 - 乔克叔叔'

2008-10-13T00:37:00.001+08:00

親愛的不知道閉上了眼睛
像是發泄不是大家都可以
畫上眼影染著有色的淚滴
跌倒后莫慌在這個角最低
跌倒是始終是我故意
哈哈你笑的開心
我開始在玩命
扑克牌裡混的小項才一兩張
你看我看的重要行性
彩色的大卷發紅鼻子最滑稽的步伐
這樣的快樂你學會了嗎會了嗎
用笨拙有驚險的雜耍繼續對你裝傻
所有的悲傷統統忘了吧忘了吧

聽我說拿出你的鈔票香檳就買得到
先生小姐們趕快來趕快來
在慢就看不到從來沒想多少
還能跟教科說聲拜你知道
我隻是卑微的小丑放棄后感動就等你拍一拍手
人群算模糊夜色多朦朧
月光也會跟著我
我不是孤獨的小丑
你笑了之后不需要記得我
哎任性的時候
漫天的星空最明亮的是寂寞

下著雨我躲在面具裡偷偷的在哭泣
為看了不能說的秘密
我學習我可以搶走我的生意別忘記
並不是要靠我才得冠軍
聽我說拿出你的鈔票香檳就買得到
先生小姐們趕快來趕快來
在慢就看不到從來沒想多少
還能跟教科說聲拜你知道
我隻是卑微的小丑放棄后感動就等你拍一拍手
人群算模糊夜色多朦朧
月光也會跟著我
我不是孤獨的小丑
你笑了之后不需要記得我
哎任性的時候
漫天的星空最明亮的是寂寞

我隻是卑微的小丑放棄后感動就等你拍一拍手
人群算模糊夜色多朦朧
月光也會跟著我
我不是孤獨的小丑
你笑了之后不需要記得我
哎任性的時候
漫天的星空最明亮的是寂寞

BITCHES

2008-10-10T19:10:00.003+08:00

SUDDENLY feel that things around me are changing fast. It is good if the things are changing from bad to good. But in my case, it's the other way around. Things getting hard for me. Everything change...

Today getting worse! First the bitches giving me troubles, came out from nowhere. They shoot'ed all the people around them. Even I don't deserve to be shoot'ed, I'm still in their aiming range and there's no way can escape from it. Shoot'ed everyone like only they did the right things. Pampered person who is the one deserved to be shoot'ed. IDIOTIC PYSCHO BITCHES...

Then the damn office's moniter, getting moving like floating images. Now the damn Window XP is giving me troubles. I couldn't on my pc, and when I already got a spare hardisk to move my files to, then it came alive. Only until I returned the damn spare hardisk, it was dead again. AGAIN and AGAIN...

Didn't get to online for few days at home. How I wish I can connect to stolen network. How I wish I still can surf net and chatting at home later....everything feels like so sick and suck....

Too much of a coincidence

2008-10-07T17:37:00.003+08:00

JUST now when listening to Jay's new song, suddenly a hometown friend of mine messaged me on msn.

Julie:hey
Julie:let you see something
Me:ok
Me:fast fast
Julie:accept

then she sent me something. I opened then...

What a coincidence. So? Then I asked her bout the song title. Well she explained in patience. It's actually a wine's name. If watch HK series can see people order lui yi hong..Thanks anyway for explaining to me cos it took few minutes...

Jay's song? I think he's too busy on too many things. Can see huge gap from his previous albums.

Song 'Marc Anthony & Tina Arena - I Want To Spend My Lifetime Loving You'

2008-10-07T10:43:00.004+08:00

Moon so bright, night so fine
Keep your heart here with mine
Life's a dream we are dreaming

Race the moon, catch the wind
Ride the night to the end
Seize the day, stand up for the light

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do

Heroes rise, heroes fall
Rise again, win it all
In your heart, can't you feel the glory?

Through our joy, through our pain
We can move worlds again
Take my hand, dance with me

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I could spend my lifetime loving you

Though we know we will never come again
When there is love, life begins
Over and over again

Save the night, save the day
Save your love, come what may
Love is worth everything we pay

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I can spend my life time loving you

Old song that I used to listen last time during secondary. Lost this song when old pc died of old age. Was almost forgotten until I heard it in the office just now.

Unpeaceful Heart.

2008-09-30T19:22:00.001+08:00

TODAY...feel no peace in heart. Even tried not to think, still can't be helped. Don't know what are the reasons. Ignoring many people today. Feel so sorry for that. Just that I am not in a mood to chat or talk to anyone.

Friend called said wanna go Penang tomorrow morning. WTF my mom will kill me. Tonight go back hometown, tomorrow morning go Penang. Speechless....Will be going in big group, with theirs family(parentss, siblings, in-law)...lagi speechless

4++pm..Went out yumcha at office's opposite stall. huh...for 1++ hour yumcha. Today was like no doin work at all.

Later need drive back hometown. Hope they don't ask me drive to Penang tomorrow

Song 'KCI & JoJo - All My Life' ~ For The Loved One

2008-09-29T01:58:00.008+08:00

I Will Never Find Another Lover
Sweeter Than You
Sweeter Than You
And I Will Never Find Another Lover
More Precious Than You
More Precious Than You
Girl You Are..
Close To Me You're Like My Mother,
Close To Me You're Like My Father,
Close To Me You're Like My Sister,
Close To Me You're Like My Brother
And You Are The Only One My Everything
And For You This Song I Sing....

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

I'd Send You All That I'm Thinking Of........Baby

Said I Promise To Never Fall In Love With A Stranger
You're All I'm Thinking Of
I Praise The Lord Above
For Sending Me Your Love
I Cherish Every Hug
I Really Love You

All My Life (Ohhhh..Baby, Baby)
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I...That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me

You're All That I Ever Know,
When You Smile All My Face Always Seems To Glow,
You Turn My Life Around,
You Pick Me Up When I Was Down,
You're All That I Ever Know,
When You Smile My Face Glow
You Pick Me Up When I Was Down
Say...You're All That I Ever Know
When You Smile My Face Glows
You Pick Me Up When I Was Down
And I Hope That You
Feel The Same Way Too
Yes I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

And All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I ..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

(Fading)
And All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God That I...That I Finally Found You...

Listened to this song from the radio since secondary. Being into this song much lately. It gives me deep feeling.
Are You the One? Have I found You?

I loathe myself. I smoke but I'm not an addict.

2008-09-29T01:08:00.008+08:00

THREE weeks ago. I started to smoke. I did smoke last time. But the cigarettes were from my friend. Now that I bought it myself.

I've been thinking much lately. I know I loathe myself. Ever since I was small. Ever since I knew about this world. I just loathed everything then. Not much memories that I wish to bring forward to my future. Memories since I was small, are still attached in me. Memories that are able to make me loath myself even more, are simply too hard for me to get rid off. I had insomnia before last time for quite long period. Couldn't sleep because of thinking too much. Sometimes for the whole night I wasn't able to sleep and school still followed everyday. Didn't know since when I began to blurred my brain. I think it is a reflex action casted by my brain to protect myself. Maybe because I was too vulnerable. It has became my habit then. That's why, I can easily get my brain blank. Not thinking at all. Thinking sometimes is just too painful for me. I cannot bear to think much.

Then 3 weeks ago. I felt it's hard for me to breathe. Yes, it's true. I don't smoke regularly. 1 box of total of 20 sticks, left 2 as of now. I will not let myself become an addict. I smoked because it really helped. Coping with the difficulty to breathe and the stresses...simply

Moonlight Renonsance (家好月圓)

2008-09-29T00:34:00.003+08:00

Dropped by at Drew's house in Shah Alam on purpose. I already asked him to burn for me earlier. 2 DVDs and 1 CD. The everybody been talking de drama Moonlight Renonsance (家好月圓). Last week only it finished released. A hometown friend is a freak when it comes to this drama. Chatted with her last week and she told me she stayed out late just to wait for the drama to download completely and watch it. Watched a few episodes today. Ok Ok only. Hm...I guess not many drama can satisfy me..

The DVDs, CD and the memo...Strange Drew, a banana same like me, able to write such a nice chinese words..envy envy

Song 'Taylor Swift - Should've Said No'

2008-09-28T03:01:00.002+08:00

It's strange to think the songs we used to sing
The smiles, the flowers, everything, is gone
Yesterday I found out about you
Even now just looking at you, feels wrong
You say that you'd take it all back, given one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes

You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go
You should've known that word, 'bout what you did with her
Would get back to me...
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for my forgiveness at my feet
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me

You can see that I've been crying
And baby you know all the right things,to say
But do you honestly expect me to believe
We could ever be the same...
You say that the past is the past, you need one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes

You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go
You should've known that word, 'bout what you did with her
Would get back to me
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for my forgiveness at my feet
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me

I can't resist
Before you go, tell me this
Was it worth it
Was she worth this...

No no no no no no

You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go
You should've known that word, 'bout what you did with her
Would get back to me
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for my forgiveness at my feet
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me

Taylor Swift...always the best. An acoustic version. This is better than the original one.

'Evil Inside','Stay Away'

2008-09-28T02:55:00.003+08:00

Bought this sign almost 2 weeks ago. Refer this part 17/09/2008.

Remember, when seeing this sign, like seeing me.....

Weekend?

2008-09-28T01:37:00.008+08:00

EARLY morning, already woke up. Supposedly there was a plan. But was then cancelled. Remembering what had happened yesterday, made me weak. In between conscious and unconscious, I just lay on my bed thinking. Didn't know for how many hours? Then around 11 am, a very old hometown friend of mine called. Asked when will I go back hometown. And asked whether want go for Thailand trip during Raya. I was stunned. How come? So last minute? I don't have a passport! Told him to ask other friends first and see how. Then continued my in between conscious and unconscious sleep. Woke up for lunch. After lunch, slept again.

Evening, chatted with another hometown friend. Asked whether he will be going for the Thailand trip or not. Then he told me that I can apply for the Border Pass. Made some research about the Border Pass . Resident in the state of Kelantan, Perlis, Perak and Kedah should feel lucky. Can go Thailand with the Border Pass instead for applying for the RM300 passport just to go Thailand. Luckily I am from Perak. Heard that the RM300 for passport will be reduced to RM150 soon. But the trip isn't confirmed yet. Have to see others. Hope this trip can go smoothly. Else for so many days in hometown, I really don't know what can I do.

Intel Wimax will be launched in the next 2 weeks. Am waiting for the product to be launched. Malaysia has already launched the Wimax facility. But so far, only few areas are in the coverage. When will it be made available in PJ?

Weird one. Daniel online today. We chatted and suddenly he said wanted to find some activity to do. He suggested to come and find us and go some place to yumcha. He was asking me to find more people to join. I asked few colleagues and trainees. Sad to say, everyone has their own activity. So only left me, daniel and see peng went for yumcha. We went to Petaling Street (Chi Cheong Kai). Daniel said the lou shu fan there very nice. OK OK la. After that went long kai in KL

We on the mirror

Lou Shu Fan

And Mee

Mee - e = Me

Another ex-hostel mate will be going to Singapore soon. Sad. How many friends left in KL? More is planning to go Singapore. Today suddenly he asked me go PD find him. To see him for last time wor. Choi choi. Like u go and won't return liao. Not in a mood to drive down PD and find him. So I rejected. Well we can meet next time ba...Or...

Song 'Daniel Powter - Bad Day'

2008-09-27T01:15:00.002+08:00

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on

Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oooh.. a holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well found this....

Bad Day

2008-09-27T00:08:00.003+08:00

HOW to describe today? I am thinking that I am back to the old me. All these while I've been giving myself a lot of courage. Trying to think positively. Trying to control myself, my temper and my life. Nevertheless, it took a lot of efforts to do so. But still, problems find me. And as it is out of nowhere, I've got it.

Today,at last I burst. Not a hard one. But it's enough to make me feel that I'm a failure. 2 bitches and 1 bastard. That's all it took. I have had enough from them.

While I am doing my work, I don't wish people to disturb me on unnecessary things. When I was already very busy today, there she came. Nagging, craps, complaining, irking. Every time I had to take off my headphone, lower the volume, listen to the nags. The only respond from me was 'oo' and 'yala' Then put on my headphone again. Happened not once, it's almost everyday. It's more than 10 times a day. Sometime even more. Then I burst at her today. Responding 'Yes, I know' with an unpleasant manner and tone. In any side of views, my position is no better than her. Even few times worse than her. She should have avoid disturbing me. If it's regarding work, I'm OK with it. But if you are playing and ask me about it, then you DESERVE it.

Another one, keep bugging me on YM. Asked lots of question, likely thinking I am free and not doing any work. She can go as far as asking me to do this work, then asked me how about other work. Asking me why i didn't do the other one. Every time have to explain to her what I am doing. I was so annoyed. Then I told her, in order to do this, I need to do many steps. Then I asked her back 'Do you know?'. Was really fucked.

Then came this little bastard. Asking me on the work I am doing. How many times I have to explain to him one by one only he will able to get the point. I have no idea. Same thing here, while I am doing one work, asked me bout other work which never been mentioned to me. I told him many many times, cannot be done, cannot be done. Still he can't understand. I do really pity this guy, an idiot. Else I already shoot him back.

3.45pm, followed 2 colleagues for smoke. At least I was able to cool down a bit. Then another 2 colleagues came out. Had tea and chatted at the stall opposite office was really really great. I do not wish to stay in the office, facing these 2 bitches and bastard.

5.25pm, packed and ready to go home. I wanted to get out from the office so much. Reached home, skipped bath and straight went sleep just like last time whenever I'm stressed. I do not have any mood to have dinner even though I am really hungry now. I have not been so stressed for long time.

Song 'Damien Rice - 9 Crimes'

2008-09-26T13:03:00.004+08:00

Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I'd do
It's the wrong kind of place
To be thinking of you
It's the wrong time
For somebody new
It's a small crime
And I've got no excuse

Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright?
If you don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright
With you?

Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I'd do
It's the wrong kind of place
To be cheating on you
It's the wrong time
She's pulling me through
It's a small crime
And I've got no excuse

Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright?
If you dont shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
If I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright
Is that alright with you?

Is that alright?
If I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright?
If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
If I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright
Is that alright with you?

Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright with you?

No...

A very good piece of work by Damien Rice. Got it from a friend. Another song from him is Unplayed Piano. Couldn't find it on imeem. Will post the lyric if the song is available on imeem.

Worst Planned Plans

2008-09-25T00:19:00.004+08:00

HAD earlier planned for today's outing. But it didn't go as smooth as they were planned.

Plan A. I suggested to watch Money Not Enough 3. I heard a lot comments since this movie released on cinema. Most friends told me, it's a must watch movie. So far only heard 1 against it. Still I wanted to watch it so much. Supposedly planned to watch at Pavilion after work. Then one of my friend said his colleague has the DVD. He can borrow and asked us go his house and watch. OK fine.

Plan B. Go his house and watch. Today I sms'ed him asking whether has he borrowed the DVD from his colleague or not. He said see his mood first. Means he hasn't borrow. OK fine.

Plan C. Since he hasn't borrow and since we didn't book any movie ticket. Then planned go find him for dinner. Here I had some small plans. I wanted to cut my hair. I wanted to buy contact lens there. So we went Tokyo Restaurant(东京) in Danau Kota and ordered some dishes. After that went to some shops to get the contact lens. Here's another story. First shop. They guy from the shop asked me whether I am the one using it. I said yes. So I gave him the empty contact lens boxes from my last time. He checked on it. Then he doubled check my spectacle. Then he said can tripled check for my eye. OK fine. So went into the room and started the test. It's the normal test when you wanted to get a spectacle, they will conduct this test to make sure that the glasses is suitable for you. Took around 15 minutes. Results came out. The same power as on the boxes I shown them. OK fine. When they wanted to get the stock for me, things really do happen. OUT OF STOCK! ARE YOU KIDDING ME? OK fine. I went second shop also out of stock. Luckily I managed to get one at the third shop. Then I went to the salon. CLOSED...

My birthday and a week later...

2008-09-21T04:47:00.009+08:00

21/09/2008
Early morning woke up at 9.30am. Went for badminton until 12.15pm. Had lunch and chatted until 2++. Came back home, bathed, washed clothes and slept again. Great weather because it rained. Slept well of course. Days before, my room was like a weather-made sauna. I sweated in room, woked up in the middle of night sweating...

So this is the end of this long post. I couldn't remember much of what had happened. Just penned on those that were still in my mind...

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20/09/2008

Been sleeping almost whole day. After a tiring weekend. At last I can get enough sleep. Around evening wake up for dinner. Strange Strange. My ex-classmate nudged me on MSN. How long I have not seen them. It's 2++ years. But we still contacted each other on MSN and SMSes rarely . They did wish me on my birthday. They are still staying at Setapak. Normally I went Setapak I will find my hostel-mates rather than finding them. Ok then, I asked them for yumcha. Since I had enough sleep earlier, no problem for me today to stay late. So it's set I will be meeting them at 12.15am at BRJ, Wangsa Maju. Well, heard a lot from them during yumcha. They are still the same. after yumcha, we went cybercafe to play Dota. Actually I wasn't so interested to play Dota anymore. Just to social social so I just play for fun. Huh..their skills and tactics is ok ok only. Compared to my hostel-mates and me(last time la), there are still a bit behind la. (Used a bit so it won't hurt them so much. haha). At time reached home already 4.45am. Reached home penned 11/09/2008 and 12/09/2008 of this post. Haha. Couldn't continue anymore at 5.15 am and i need go for badminton early morning so I continued today.

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17/09/2008

Today supposed to be a holiday. But I am required to work. I still remember, a day earlier when I was planning an outing with Tammy to find out ex-colleague at midvalley. I was chatting with her on MSN, then my team lead suddenly came my place and stood still near me. I sensed something here. It's either I am going to be scolded or there is some task for me. It's started with...

Team Lead: Tomorrow you have any plan?
Me: (Paused a while thinking) Yes.
Team Lead: What time? Morning or night?
Me: Afternoon!
Team Lead: Ok. Tomorrow PCMC will runs the scenario. Daniel will be there. I need another one to be there.
Me: Ooh. Ok. Then after lunch, I'll be there around 1-2 pm (OMG..what am I'm doing)

There goes my holiday. So I went Midvalley to meet Tammy and other ex-colleagues. Ahh...I bought a Sign(Something like child on board that is put at the back of the car to alert other car that is tailing to be careful). Mine has 'Evil Inside' and 'Stay Away'. Haha. My nickname is Evilzeal. Most of my hostel-mates are calling me evil even now. The sign was spotted by Tammy and she asked me to get one as of my nickname so that i can put on my car. Found it quite 'meaningful'. So I bought it.
Lepak until 2pm(well I didn't really want to go PCMC so soon) until I realized I got misscall from my team lead and Daniel. So I called Daniel. He was asking my whereabouts. When I told him I was still at Midvalley, he was a bit...speechless. Then I told him 'Give me half and hour. I'm coming now'. Hahaha

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15/09/2008

A trainee Birthday today. So Happy Birthday to you!!

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13/09/2008

After a tired Friday, I woked up early around 8.30 AM. GOSH. I can't sleep anymore. My body got itchy. Maybe because of the alcohol I took. I always have problems where my skin gets itchy every time I take alcohol. But still i like to drink alcohol. Couldn't do anything, a weakened me, got off my bed and sit in front of the PC. Until around 10-11am I slept again until lunch time.

The night came, around 7pm See Peng picked me up. Headed to Kompakar and picked Eric and Hoe Keat there. Then to Puchong to meet Li Cia first. Then to Sohai's house (Ying Haur) to pick him up. Went to my colleague's house. She moved in a new house not long ago, so she invited us to her house to look look and dinner of course. The house is so damn nice. Well renovated. Again I drank 1 tin beer. Ok I tin only..haha

After came back from Puchong, I went out again to Setapak to look for friends.

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12/09/2008

At last. Friday. A day that everyone is waiting for every week. As usual, went working. After work, my friends (pei, yik, andrew) will be celebrating my belated birthday. Planned to sing K at Neway Times Square. So i need to rush to Times Square soon after work. Got a message from my team lead on YM, 'Happy Jamming' . I was like ...speechless

Sharp at 5.30pm, I was off to Times Square. Damn, it was really jam. I took 45 minutes just to reach Federal Highway. When I was at the junction heading into Federal Highway near the Amcorp Mall, another huge jam waiting for me to pass through. Luckily Jalan Loke Yew and Jalan Hang Tuah were not so congested. So I managed to reach there b4 7pm. I had a nightmare at Jalan Hang Tuah last time when I took 25 minutes there. The length of Jalan Hang Tuah is around 300-400M.

We sing K until 10.30pm. Then we went Asia Cafe in Subang for yumcha. Was very very tired at that time. Then I sent my friends back. Shah Alam then to Setapak. Guess how long it took? 10 minutes!! I clocked at 135KMPH on my Odometer. Actually the distance between Shah Alam and Setapak is not far. Just that KL always gets jammed. At that time, the only thing in my head was, 'I am very tired. I need to go back home as soon as possible.' Then on my way back to PJ, damn I took a wrong road. PATHETIC. I was so blur until I missed a turning at Jalan Syed Putra. I didn't pay attention to the road in front of me. Just drove wherever there's road. Until I realized, already too late. Then what else, ALERT ALERT. I didn't know how and where the road is connected and which way I should use. Then after a while, I knew the road. I've been there before. Yeah, Restaurant Tupai-Tupai alongside the road. Went there dinner last time with pei, yik, sze hui and adeline.

After turn here turn there, finally I found myself on track again. Once reached home around 3 am, without much thinking,I went to sleep. WITHOUT BATH. I wouldn't care for the oily wax I used. I was too tired for anything else.

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11/09/2008

My birthday. Messages kept on coming when the time clocked at 12am. SMSes, MSN, YM, Facebook's wall messages and Friendster's comments. The most special message I received was the 3 photos of birthday cakes with my name 'Chris' on top of the cakes. They were sent by the three trainee girls in my company. Anyway thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes. Not much celebration this year compared to the time when I was still in college. I do really miss the old days. Colleagues celebrated with me at some Kopitiam Cafe in ss2. I really forgot the name of the Cafe d. But what I can comment is, i prefer this Kopitiam more than Old Town. After work, I went for badminton with colleagues. Played until 9.30pm, then we had our dinner at ss17 until 11pm
Then I went back home bath and surf net a while. After 12am. I checked on my phone, there was a SMS. I didn't realize when it was sent. I didn't hear any sound. It was from my 'old' hometown friend. An almost 10 years friend since secondary school. He is still studying law in UM, a soon to be 'Lawyer Buruk'. That is what we always been calling him whenever we had gathering in hometown. He asked me to go out yumcha. So I called him and said OK. Then he came to fetch me out to the nearby mamak. We chatted until around 2++am. Then he sent me back. I was so tired that time. That was my birthday

Tiring Day

2008-09-10T00:55:00.006+08:00

WOKE up 6.30am today(well i know it's already after 12am and today should be tomorrow, but who cares). Just to avoid long queue for using bathroom. Normally peak hour is from 7.00 am until 8.15 am. Went office, took some file folders . Need to bring them to PCMC. Then went 7-11. Got myself some breads there. Headed to petrol station. Need to check my car's tires. As I expected, yes all 4 tires were not in good shape. Air pressure was too low. When i pumped the tires, I was so shocked. Reading from the meter showed AIR PRESSURE AROUND 130++KPA from 220 KPA being the normal. Huh. Something like this, which is not inevitable shouldn't happen. Just blaming myself for not taking much care of my car.

On the way to PCMC, I ate the bread in the car. Listened to Hits FM. There was a programme that caught up my ear. It was about Hits crew making anonymous call to a person. And offered something that was weird and out of sense. I found it quite interesting and funny. It's been a long time since the last time i tuned to Hits. Fly Fm was my favorite but I found it quite boring because I can always listen to same song few times in a day. Because they only aired those new songs and hits songs.

In PCMC, was so busy the whole day. Only had some free time in the evening where i managed to have some chats and surf net. Thanks to the malfunction of the system. Worked until 10.15 pm then rushed back home. Went to KFC around 10.45pm wanted to ta pao. WTF. They were almost closing. Only left 4 pieces chickens. Others were not available already. Then what am I supposed to order then? Nevermind. Went to McD. WTF. Packed Packed. No No. I don't want to waste my time queuing. I was so tired. Then straight went home. After bath, walked out to the shop lots near my house. Bought 2 burgers for dinner.

Tomorrow need to go office early. My phone gives trouble again. Can't on. Need to repair it using office PC. So need to wake up at 6.30 am tomorrow. Now only left 5 hours to sleep. Better sleep ar..

Johor/Penang

2008-09-09T00:56:00.002+08:00

THESE few days are kinda busy and boring. Working at Pantai Cheras Medical Centre. A lots problem with the dataset and setting. My eyes hurt a lot looking at those data. Hopefully this weekend, i am not require to work.
Just now Pei asked me whether wanna go Johor this weekend. To a Gao Lao house there. Cos this Sunday is Mooncake Festival. 8月15日 if I'm not mistaken. Go there celebrate wor. But I'm planning to go to a colleague house this Saturday. Because she just moved in a new house, so invited me and the other colleagues to her house in Puchong. So I told him I won't go Johor this weekend. Go there sure use a lot money. I wanna save money to buy something first. So better don't go. And Drew said he also quite PK this month because he went Genting Highlands 1-2 weeks ago and spent a lot there. So the Johor trip will be set to next month gua.
Then suddenly chat about a girl that the Gao Lao is trying to chase now. The girl lived in the hostel also last time. He told us that he still keep in touch with the girl and still wanted her to be her gf. Then I suggest we go Penang.

ME :lets go pg together la
ME :we go find her
PEI:go pg bah
PEI:gao lao wan go bo
ME :pei keluar petrol and toll?
ME :go RM100 petrol, RM50 toll
PEI:let pg !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ME :go there and b...pei prepare RM300 sin
GAO LAO:i wan go
PEI:fark

Haiz I kinda PK this month also. Lepak too much lately.

Countdown to My Birthday

2008-09-02T23:09:00.002+08:00

WONDERING how will My Birthday celebration be this year? So i chatted with one of my friend

ME : My Bday, wanna go sing k or not?
DREW : Tiu. Why are u planning.
DREW : We will plan.
ME : Ok.
ME : But i don wan play suck de thing.
DREW : Suck what? Cock? or banana
ME : -_-". ur cock

Please do not misunderstood of the word 'suck de thing'. Some past bday celebrations for the other fren were very sicky. Eg. tied to a tree and thrown with rotten eggs(put under hot sun for 1 week), water from sewer, make up like a girl (mini skirt, bra, high heel shoe ++). These are what i mean by suck de thing.

Song # 1

2008-08-31T10:15:00.003+08:00

CUSTOMIZED my blog.Just added a counter and Imeem Playlist on my blog. 1 song available as for now. More to come. Will replace Imeem with something better because i don't like how it appear on my blog. I am not able minimize it. Even after i rewrite the code its still the same.

Goodbye My Lover by James Blunt. Try to search the live video at youtube and you will know why i felt in love with this wonderful song.

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won
So I took what's mine by eternal right
Took your soul out into the night
It may be over but it won't stop there
I am here for you if you'd only care
You touched my heart, you touched my soul
You changed my life and all my goals
And love is blind and that I knew when
My heart was blinded by you
I've kissed your lips and held your hand
Shared your dreams and shared your bed
I know you well, I know your smell
I've been addicted to you

[x2]
Goodbye my lover
Goodbye my friend
You have been the one
You have been the one for me

I am a dreamer and when I wake
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take
And as you move on, remember me
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile

I've watched you sleeping for a while
I'd be the father of your child
I'd spend a lifetime with you
I know your fears and you know mine
We've had our doubts but now we're fine
And I love you, I swear that's true
I cannot live without you

[x2]
Goodbye my lover
Goodbye my friend
You have been the one
You have been the one for me

And I still hold your hand in mine
In mine when I'm asleep
And I will bare my soul in time
When I'm kneeling at your feet

[x2]
Goodbye my lover
Goodbye my friend
You have been the one
You have been the one for me

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow

Sicky Day

2008-08-31T09:01:00.005+08:00

WOKE up early morning, coughing, phlegm, stomachache in this raining day. I would have sleep soundlessly if not of those. Planned to go for movie later. Another 3 hours before that. Looking for something to do now.
Wondering if house owner has already come back from Bukit Tinggi or not leh. He asked me to take care of the dog, the STINKIEST dog. I dare not to touch the dog. I was asked to bring the dog out, so that the dog can answer the nature call, to piss and to erm shit. Then this, i was calling him to get out from the house, well he just didn't want to take order from me, I guess. Because i didn't want play with him last time. Haha. Not able to do anything, so i just let it be. Hopefully he would not piss and shit in the house. Then gave some dog biscuits for him to eat.

Hey hey..

2008-08-12T01:29:00.006+08:00

Haiz..dont know y so sudden..feel like checking my old blog which my last post were on november last year..trying to revive my blogging habit...since i have a lot of time now but sadly i dont have a fixed connection line now..am using a stolen line now to write this blog..

Gotta think of something to do on my blog...customizing, new face..more features..some song selection uhmm selected by me yeah of course and maybe some interesting video..anyways i guess quite 'no ppl' reading my blog as for now..but well nvm cos my purpose writing blog is not necessary that 'must have someone reading it'. Gonna put a counter in my blog to count how many actually did open my blog haha

After work went to some shopping complex wanted to get a badminton racquet and hopefully a shoe. I think i can forget bout the shoe cos i found no shoe that can fit my leg. Saw few racquets that attracted (i put the color and design in first place rather than the material of the racquet is made from) me but i decided to look at 1 U first before i buy one. Yes Wong Choong Han BEAT Taufik Hidayat in Beijing Olympic Game. Unbelievable. I was his supporter few years back, but he did not show a good result in the games for the past few years, not much accomplishment since he was replaced by Lee Chong Wei as national player. Well happy than he did really defeated taufik..

Currently listening to an opera song titled Besame Muncho by Andrea Bocelli. I don't actually know what this song about cos it is in Italian i guess but i like this song cos i have a slow and relaxing tone. Well some of you may not know that Andrea Bocelli is blind or some even don't know who the hell he is. He was borned with some eyesight problem and at the age of 12, he was hit on the head when playing football consequence in he losing all his eyesight. pity isn't it. hmm..at least GOD grant him a wonderful voice..lol

Much had happened past few months. If i have time, i'll get them posted if i have time and stolen line of course..

lost in cheras-kajang

2007-11-20T23:43:00.000+08:00

Today went work as usual, sze peng fetched me to work today..so damn nice la him..at work boss pulak ask me go listen stupid de ceramah cos the other 2 colleagues tikam me while i was in toilet..so i the only need to go..from 10-12 somemore continue from 2-6pm leh..luckily i went to pandan indah and cheras there do some job in the afternoon..wah really suck la..jack drove..on the way to cheras we accidentally salah masuk jalan then we arrived to the kajang toll..luckily got U turn masuk kampung2 de jalan..when we came b also again salah masuk the same stupid kajang toll again..somemore the signboard showing the road able to go pj de..really fuck la those ppl who put the signboard there..the road isn't going to pj but kajang..when arrived at office already almost 8pm..zz then wait jack finish his work we went eat around 9 pm lo..so cham damn hungry tat time..jack hantar me back home then..i gonna get car soon lo..hopefully next thurs or friday im able to go b hometown and drive it here..

no title de post# 3

2007-11-14T00:59:00.000+08:00

today went watch movie with colleagues lo at 1 U. the movie is stardust..average ok la..the movie quite long and some parts of it were very boring.with a bit of joke i think its ok la..started 9.15 until 11.30. reached home 12+ midnite already damn tired..earlier most of us regretted that we planned to watch movie cos everyone was damn tired..but wat to do we already book the tickets..after the movie finished ar..everyone look lika panda eyes already esp those gals la..really useless.lol..
office tasks getting tougher and tougher..with lots more modules assigned to me and i getting more confused cos it involved account, programming, customers, workshops and blah blah blah..and it will get worse..

last sun went out to teman pei la..cos he couldnt get ticket back his hometown so i teman him lo..we went to tarc hostel to find frens then we went genting klang there had dinner and then play games..we a team of 5 really owning..lol

gathering on sat

2007-11-05T23:34:00.000+08:00

haha..i tok blog is to post today de thing..but sometime u get lazy..so i will post not EVERYDAY..cos lazy..last sat i had a gathering with andrew, pei, yik, fong ling, yen jing and hui si la..originally we had around 10 person la..then some not coming lo..sad..so tat day we met in pavilion there,n switched to sg.wang cos pavilion is a bit sien and high class..then switched again to times square..there i bought 1 collar tshirt which i planned to buy and a non-collar tshirt..bought at samuel&kevin la..cos topman and romp dun have my size de..sad..watched movie called exodus there which turned out to be a big disappointment cos the movie really suck till end..planned to watch 30 days de but only front sit left..really sad..after that we go gasoline for erm..tea time gua..had a chit-chat there..then we dismissed lo..i went to genting klang with pei and stay overnite at yik place in genting klang..tat nite we went play game in wcg infinite cybercafe..wow really damn huge i think more than 200 pc there..played 3 hours and we went yumcha or should be yumbeer..haha..ordered a lot of foods lo eat until damn full..then we continue play game for another 3 hours..around 5.30am baru go back sleep..sun 10am woke up and back pj then..

today ar, really a lot of things to fan la..cos the project in cheras started already..we need to do the whole task..heard from daniel that normally project will last for few months..omg..will be busy kua..eddie keep forcing us to learn as fast as possible cos we need to do testing and teach user how to use the system..a bit scary la like need to do presentation..

meetings meetings!!

2007-11-01T23:19:00.000+08:00

today as usual lo..work lo..but today got 2 meeting..another one is testing de..y so many meeting geh.. 1st meeting my group and a developer i guess talking bout the task that need to be done..during that eddie said project started..omg should be damn busy liao..somemore more project coming..zz..2nd is testing de..for tommorow meeting with customers and dunno who else la..maybe got big guy coming..luckily i go there watch only..my group suppose to present demo and this job is handled to janice and eddie..haha..then 3rd one is ISMS (information security management system)..eddie really entertained everyone by making the presenter on fire..lol they way he talked really pissed them off..credit goes to eddie..
tomolo need meeting somemore..haiz but heard got free breakfast with customers oo..dunno true or not..lol

no title#2

2007-10-30T23:15:00.000+08:00

haha..long time no blog tim..really no time la..cos everyday need work..need play games..need this and that really damn tired..now also i waiting for pei to finish his game baru i have time to blog now..haha
today ar..em lunch time i went to Shin-Nichi Japanese Buffet Restaurant at Kompleks Antarabangsa there eat..together we have around 6 ppl lo..me, eddie , janice , hee ling, karen and also john..wahsei the design in the kompleks Antarabangsa quite nice leh..and the restaurant is located at the ground floor..many japanese foods there. .eat until full..the food ok la..quite nice actually..but mayb i don't like eat japanese food especially the raw one so i didnt take much..lot of sushi there..got tempura also, shark fin soup,chicken soup and a lot more la..haha eddie seems familiar with the restaurant as he know the secret order over there..yes you can order extra food also eg: drunken prawn soup(alcoholic), oyster egg and many more la..they will prepare for you de..got ice cream also and the macha ice cream i nvr eat b4 de..green color de made from some kind of tea..but the ice cream really a bit pahit la..bill i think around RM250 la..becos eddie got discount card ma..so boleh tahan la..normal price is RM49.90 per pax. haven count the service charge tim. today hee ling and karen belanja de..really thanks to them..cos the rule is new staff need to belanja wor..haiz next month after i get salary will be my turn d..dunno what rule is that..haha..
then when we wanna go back and pay for the parking, do u know wtf. 1st hour RM4 and RM2 for each 0.5hour next. so total RM8 for parking 2 hours la..really expensive la..

EXTRA - last saturday went for fren's wedding. wahlao damn sien..inside invitation card put 7.01pm, we arrive at 6.45 pm and nobody there and waited until 9.15pm baru the dinner start.. later ask fren y they say normal indian is like this de..have to wait 1 or 2 hours..really wtf

1st time working on user's site

2007-10-24T00:33:00.000+08:00

today hee ling and karen came and fetch me at 6.25am.then we headed to pantai klang hospital. i met karen for the 1st time while hee ling i met her few times before as she's the one who recommended me this job and a also friend of my brother. karen is quite talkative one la. she told me we will cover all the hospital system there if they meet any problem we need to solve it and there is a department called A&E (Accident and Emercency) and asked me whether i able to stand the geli2 one if there any case there wor.. she joined kompakar 2-3 weeks ago. can say is quite new and in blur blur stage la..reached there at 6.50am trying to go the cafe for breakfast but it was not open yet. so have to wait until 8++am lo. on breakfast, there few kompakar staffs came and they introduced me to them. after that i were brought lepak in the the hospital department. we can enter any room there as long as the door is not locked. not many patient there cos they just migrated from old building. today very busy lo because a lot problem with the printing part and system but me and karen cant help much cos we're too new not like those other expert staff la. they really geng la few minutes able to solve d..actually for the printer part, we're not supposed to cover. we only responsible for the terminal and system setup. then karen told me the hospital IT manager is very lazy and he asked us to do it. everything also asked us to do la. there one time when i was walking in the hospital with karen, they the IT guy called us. he said one pc got problem lo, actually it is very easy to configure de. only basic thing and he still asked us to do. haiz
everyone were busy that day. only me and karen quite free walking around. well she told and taught me a lot of thing even though she is also new. she said she understand my feeling wor cos when she joined she has nothing to do just doin her own thing in the office and trying to play around with the system alone.
we worked until 7++pm lo when at last janice, our senior let us go back. very cham oo cos really tired.. today only my 1st day there. they started there since sunday.. this is 1st time la i heard a lot of siens came out from hee ling and karen's mouth..haha i thought only i will always say it..actually today suppose last day we will work on user site, but still a lot problem unsolve and new one arise.. then tomolo have to go there again..luckily la not need go there as early as today..8.30am need reach there d lo..on the way back, boss called hee ling la..my boss is quite a good and funny person la. she asked hee ling to teach me the system tomorrow la..but i think how to teach leh cos the system is very complicated. a lot of buttons and we are doing it live in the hospital.. i cannot simply touch leh..haha dunno la..at office we can do anything with the system..so that all la..

A Newborn Baby..Look much smaller..

1st day in kompakar

2007-10-22T23:54:00.000+08:00

haiz..dunno what to say. really dammed today. the whole day i surf net, chatting with lots of people and emails..my group all went klang there work. left me alone in office. so damn sien.. but tomolo i will follow them to klang as well. need to wake up early at 5.30 am oo..have to reach klang before 6.45am. i really no idea want go there so early do wat..but will see tomorrow la..tiredness haunts!!

y so ma fan one..wan post also need title..no title la...

2007-10-21T04:09:00.001+08:00

now 4++ am lo..haven sleep yet..post yesterday de thing ba..yesterday woke up at 1 pm..haha cos crazy with pei until 6 am baru sleep..dota and play stupid games again lo..its been 2 days i played until 6 am..really beh tahan..so just now pei still ask for more..i say i wan to zz liao..really tired ar..somemore i need to jaga my face so that i won't look panda when start working at kompakar on monday..

today i went mid valley to have lunch with my bro and his friends. one guy and one girl lo. that girl is my colleague and also my senior in kompakar cos she recommended me to the company de. haha funny thing is she said i kurus a bit liao but i did not feel it.. received a bad news from her she said that monday when i started work in kompakar, nobody in the group will be in office!! omg, what am i going to do in office? they have to go to a hospital in klang there to setup the terminal and system. but she told me she will ask her boss to let me follow or mayb my boss will bring me there hopefully. somemore she need to work on sunday.

nothin much doin at midvalley lo. go lepak ny la..cos already sien at midvalley i really dunno what to do there..actually want go there 1U de but my soon-to-be colleague want go midvalley..

hello everyone!!

2007-10-19T01:05:00.000+08:00

welcome everyone to my 1st post in my blog. Feeling a bit bored so i started to write my blog. Well mayb thanks to Andrew because i always went to his blog and i think i should have one of my own.

Ok let see what i wanna write here. Today, should be yesterday was my last day in APL. Feeling a bit sad after spent 1 year and 8 months there. should be i felt like i wasted that much time and APL owing me..lol. I was very busy compare to other days. Too much works that i won't be able to finish. I have to teach my junior replacement,Bernadette this that and she keep asking me for every processes which i already taught her mayb more than once. I was in low mood and not able to do any work then. And she just keep asking till i felt a bit angry and yes i did scold her NICELY. I never scold anyone when i teach even to Ilham who were working with me for 4 months and he still make mistakes but i talk nicely to him teling him what's wrong and he won't disturb me much like Bernadette. I wonder how Ilham have to bear with Bernadette when im gone when she keep asking and also how much he will be able to handle all the workload by himself. Bernadette is only 1 week new in APL and i told them that if they want to master everything they should at least take 3 months to learn and another 3 months to really master.I should wish good luck to him..God bless them

I received a farewell card from them. A very nice and memorable card that i will keep it forever. The contents inside very valuable for me with everyone wishing me. There only 1 wish penned in the card that i think it would be perfect if not of this f**king guy. Well it sound like this 'Good Luck. Be Good... Don't be rude to anyone'. Am i RUDE? Hmm i gonna make a paragraph on this guy profile.

This guy is the OT (overtime) king in APL. After few months i joined APL, he suddenly come and messed up. We were in the toilet then, he was combing his hair and i entered i say hi to him. Then he keep murmuring blaming me this and that i make his hair drop i just like wtf that time. ur hair drop ur problem la. what i am to do with it. I said 'WTF' to him. And he replied 'jangan ingat u chinese i tak berani pukul'. then i dun bother him la just get out from the toilet. In my heart i said u better be careful, i didn't bother that time doesn't mean i scare of you. I just don't want to do it in the office. I had fight since i was standard 1 until my secondary school end. you better don't mess with me!! then after that time i never talk to him anymore except for those time he came and ask for papers. Then there's another time that i was talking to my fren who was sitting next to him. He balded his hair that time. I talking to my fren on my fren bald hair issue cos my fren really a bit bald. then i ejek my fren 'botak' la..my fren trying to make joke with that guy and he said that i was reffering to him. he turned to me and i explained i was reffering my fren not him, he not satisfied and he stand up trying to take up a chair and want to beat me. I also stand up angrily and if it not one of my ex-colleague stopped that guy, i swear i definitely will end up with that guy in a police station. i was so angry that time from the anger that i hold on him from the beginning and he still want to mess up with me, i will pay him back even it is in the office. everyone in my department was shocked that time. then we never talk to each other again. after currently when hari raya that time. there is 3 days holiday started on sat till mon. if we work we will paid 3 times. here the problem come again. as both colleague doing UAE country was celebrating hari raya, that guy is assigned to cover UAE. My team lead wanted me to cover earlier because i did UAE before in an unexpected event when both UAE took MC or emergency leave but my manager decide that guy will cover. he had 2 weeks to learn the processes and when i covered UAE that time was half year ago and i was reffering to notes only. so that saturday, he came earlier than me. He didn't know how to do so he asked me. I told him i don't know and asked him to read notes instead. i said to myself u have 2 weeks but u still don't know. Actually he coming not to cover the work but to claim OT. I know him very well. He took OT almost everyday. The work he did everyday i think i don't need 2 hours to finish yet still he able to hold the work until OT. so sat he took 8 hours OT, sun 11 hours and monday 12 hours. This is what happened on tuesday. I came, everyone in my department was busy because none of the UAE work is done. UAE manager sent a lot emails to my team lead and my manager asking why process is so slow, nothing done, and also everything did wrong and blah blah blah.We were all helping UAE. I came not until i able to sit down, my team lead came and handle me one stack thing and ask me to help. It is ok at that time because i expected that guy will not doing it but at lunch time, i heard that he put the blame on me because i didn't teach him. He told my team lead that i dont want to teach and he DIDN'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO DO and after back from lunch i go to my team lead place and asked. i did not hold back my voice because i want everyone to hear me. roughly conversation as below

me : kak pagi tadi ada orang cakap i tak ajar dia kan.
TL : ya xxxxx.
me : i memang tak tahu process dia. i ada suruh dia tengok notes
TL : yala kak tau u tak tau buat. i dah cakap dengan dia you tak tau buat.
me : dia datang cuma OT saja, kerja tak buat OT banyak2. ( i did not hold the sensitive thing just split out everything)

then i walked away. everyone there heard and they keep silent. really felt WTF that time. you coming for 31 hours OT and you earned more than RM600. i came OT for 2 days also only 13 hours. Then you keep the blame on me not teaching and on tuesday, everyone have to help do all the works u supposed to do on hari raya. who you think you are? Am i gonna bear it? just fuck off. OK that all of this damned guy!!forget him

Before im goin back, i took photos together with my colleagues. I will post next time cos i lazy to copy the photos into my pc. nothing special la. they already celebrate my farewell me during lunch time on wednesday. Everyone said goodbye to me. that was my last day!!